yeayyy! finally!
something I just bought with my "hasil titik peluh"
my new baby Canon 550D DSLR camera...

fuh! I always bring everywhere I go inside its special bag..
and wow...I cant wait to do videos in this big baby!
now I got this I only need to get a 16GB Class 10 High speed memory card.
and an Ultrasonic lens and also a tripod stand.

I love to travel actually when I have time. and take pictures of landscapes..random people..
and other things that make photos interesting. he she is..

hey readers. I'm back..
yeah...long time no blog as usual..busy with work..

But I'm back with sad news..I went to check with the doctor..the doctor said my heartbeat is unstable. I need to go for ECG..damn it..no wonder I dont feel good all the time..

I cant run. I cant eat meat anymore..have to eat fruits and vegetables day n night. :(

the doctor said its not too late to change my lifestyle. but still ECG is still needed to X-Ray my whole body if anything happens..


Just so if I happen to leave this world. here is something for all my friends who I love most. by myself

okay mmg da lame tak update blog. actually I've been damn busy with work.

and now, I have A LOT of things to deal with like my new home . and office work.

okay actually mmg aku da buat keputusan tuk berhenti kerja. YES. saya sekarang bekerja di e cube trading bahagian indoor Retails & Technical Supervisor di Danga City Mall. saya sebenarnya tak tahan la dgn pattern mereka di sana.

okay sekarang saya jelaskan ATTITUDE mereka tau...

1. diorang Selfish. pentingkan diri-sendiri. nk fikir keuntungan sendiri. tk fikir pekerja. pekerja da overtime like sh*t gaji pon mcm tak ubah cm mane. da byk sgt tolong kedai tu tau..

2. diorang suka cari kelemahan kita and suka salahkan kita walaupun salah dorg. kalau salah dorg tak de sape nk marah..bodoh kan?!

3. ade Flash Drive company pnye ari tu. dorg buat display tuk movie la..kt Monitor. hari tu hilang. kalau 1 kedai share duit bayar tak pe. aku cuti hari tu tga minum2 kt starbucks..skali terima call suruh aku sorg bayar! hello! wa takkan bayar la beb! korg pegi mampuuusss...

tu sbab aku nk berhenti. sorry la kawan2..da lame bersabar dgn dorang.

anyway suda cukup aku rant kat sini. anyway..it feels good to let it all right here isn't it. I know its stupid. But wa suke sangat!

You and I are in a relationship which I value and want to keep. Yet each of us are a separate person with unique needs and the right to meet those needs.

When you are having problems meeting your needs I will try to listen with genuine acceptance in order to help finding your own solutions instead of depending on mine. I also will respect your right to choose your own beliefs and develop your own values, different even they may be from mine as well.

However, when your behavior interferes with what I must get to get my own needs, I will tell you openly and honestly how your behavior affects me, trusting what u respect my needs and feelings enough to try to change the behavior that is unacceptable to me. Also whenever some behavior of mine is unacceptable to you, I hope you will tell me openly and honestly so I can change as well :)

So let us always strive to search for a solution that will be acceptable to both of us. Your needs will be met and so wil mine - neither both of us will win or lose.

Thus, ours can be a healthy relationship in which both of us can strive to become what we are capable of being. And we can continue to relate to each other with mutual respect, LOVE and PEACE

okay..I've been thinking..
my life is not at all perfect as u think now..
every day and night I think why I can't complete my studies. why am I working like hell for people who are show offs and in malay they call it "GILA KUASA"!

why can't I be like everyone else..having fun in college.why does god throw me in the wrong path

actually it is MY OWN FAULT! and I bet u readers are asking why say it's my fault.
yeah IT IS my fault..and it is caused by one thing!

and it is called LOVE yes LOVE