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Thursday, June 2, 2011,
okay..I've been thinking.. my life is not at all perfect as u think now.. every day and night I think why I can't complete my studies. why am I working like hell for people who are show offs and in malay they call it "GILA KUASA"! why can't I be like everyone else..having fun in college.why does god throw me in the wrong path actually it is MY OWN FAULT! and I bet u readers are asking why say it's my fault. yeah IT IS my fault..and it is caused by one thing! and it is called LOVE yes LOVE WHY?
okay when I was in form 5..my last year of SMK/High School. I fell in love with someone. and that date was 10-11-2008. I asked for her to be my girlfriend on that exact day. and she accepted. but on the 11-11-2008 was my SPM Finals. the exams that decides a student's future. so I was excited and happy and scared at the same time.. then we were crazy in love. she loved me for what and who I am. and I love her for everything. we never fight or scold each other..just plain true love. after my exams were done. I went to college. I finally chose Cosmopoint Technology College here in JB because I love IT! my dad decided for me to study in KL. my mom decided for me to study in my hometown of The Philippines. and my friends asked me to go to MMU Malacca. but I rejected. WHY? because of LOVE! I decided to stay in JB because of her..yes..her and ONLY her... I miss that time. I really do. and now she is gone as well as my future together. I don't know what brings but I'm still hoping. :'( Everything was so perfect back then, But now I found out what I did wrong and regret my mistakes. and am only working Full Time at an IT Mall. how stupid kan...yes I know I'm stupid..
8:29 PM
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